healing
wow. I finally got myself to write my first post. I've been wanting to write for awhile now, and I finally did it! And hey, even if I'm rambling, or if I don't make sense, at least I'm putting something out there. Anyway, I wanted to talk about how my life is going right now. It's been a crazy few years. seriously.. the me five years ago would be SO proud of how far I've come. I can't even explain it. All my life, I've just been raw dogging my mental illness. I have struggled with severe depression, suicidal ideation, anxiety, and panic attacks. I've had to navigate an extremely toxic relationship and push through traumatic experiences that shaped me to be who I am today. I've been through a lot. I wanted to give up so many times... Then came Zoloft. It's been about six months since I've started Zoloft. Six months since I've cried hysterically to a psychiatrist on MDLive. I could feel her judging, concerned eyes through the screen. ...